jooeeeyyyy

this is all happening so fast. i'm not sure what to expect.
he's leaving tomorrow.
i'm trying not to be soppy about it because everyone's going to be leaving one by one.
but.
i don't know.
i don't know how i'm suppose to feel.
never had someone so close leave for so long.
never in eleven freaking years.
worst thing is the other twin might not even come back.
i shall not cry. i cannot cry.
but i think i'll be bawling my eyes out tomorrow.
i guess the only thing i can do is to wish them all the best.
like they say, time flies when you're having fun.
but how to have fun when my best friends are 23 hours away?
ok, i'm going to cry.
end.