fuck the government. fuck NS. fuck the bloody computer who picked me. this is so ruining my life. i am crying in front of the computer. I WILL BE SPENDING MY FUCKING EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY AT SOME FUCKING CAMP! those of you who wanted it so much but didn't get it, i would give anything to trade lives with you right now. i am so depressed i can't even type properly. don't tell me NS is fun or the camps are cleaner or whatever bullshit. i don't give a damn. I DO NOT WANT TO GO FOR NS! never in my mind i thought i would be picked. but hell happened. you can't say anything that can make this sound good. nothing. NOTHING. FUCK THIS SHIT.
sorry if i scared you.
emotional breakdown.
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